New Season: Refreshing & Restoration

This morning I woke up at 5:00 am. Well, should I say, the Lord woke me up. For the past week I have been saying, "Lord I feel so out of purpose". I have been feeling empty inside like something is missing. I have been thinking about my purpose and what God has called me to do. I have had a lot of questions go through my mind. Have I equipped Mary to stand against the pressures of the world? Are young girls dying and I have the words of life to speak? When I die what will God say? Am I wasting time everyday doing things that do not matter? 

This year has been a time of overcoming for me. I have not blogged in almost two years. I would like to share my new blog. I hope to pour out on paper what the Lord is doing in my life daily. I hope it will bless others who read these words. Most importantly, I pray as I walk in my purpose healing will come to my mind and heart.  

A special thanks to my husband for his patience this past year & thanks for his brother Emmanuel for "I Write". Today "I write" what the Lord has done & will continue in my life. 

Psalms 139 "Oh Lord, You have searched me and known me.You know my sitting down and my rising up; You understand my thought afar off.You comprehend my path and my lying down, And are acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word on my tongue, But behold, O Lord, You know it altogether. You have hedged me behind and before, And laid Your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;

It is high, I cannot attain it. Where can I go from Your Spirit Or where can I flee from Your presence? If I ascend into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there. If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me. If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall[a] on me,” Even the night shall be light about me; Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You, But the night shines as the day; The darkness and the light are both alike to You. For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well. My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, The days fashioned for me, When as yet there were none of them. How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand; When I awake, I am still with You. Oh, that You would slay the wicked, O God! Depart from me, therefore, you bloodthirsty men. For they speak against You wickedly; Your enemies take Your name in vain. Do I not hate them, O Lord, who hate You? And do I not loathe those who rise up against You? I hate them with perfect hatred; I count them my enemies. Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting."